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  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 3d

    A tale of a silent loudspeaker

    She kept singing like she was in the shower
    She swayed and hopped like a deer
    Like no one was around.
    She moved a merry feet and danced to her heart's content.
    Kept sharing all that she was.
    Full of vibes, full of charisma-
    She had a lot to tell.
    But she never spoke and made laughter her defense.
    She was like an evergreen plant with roots tangled in mystery.
    She was a loudspeaker
    but a silent one within...
    ©scribblewriter

  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 2w

    All I saw was red,
    Covered in pool of blood,
    Every step you took towards me
    was a warning of the beatings,
    Bloodshot eyes warned me about your anger,
    I stayed in the corner,
    Like a lost child,
    Like a kid awaiting for punishment
    But I was never informed about my mistake.

    I feared every non-living thing;
    I was afraid of your belt,
    Then your half empty whiskey bottles,
    And also those fire sparkling cigarettes,
    Maybe those vase, knifes and heater too.

    My fear was born the moment you turned into monster,
    You sought happiness in my pale face,
    Calling me names,
    Drowning me in your darkness.

    I hated my choice,
    Regretted my love for you,
    Disgust was what my Soul acquired,
    I could have died in hatred you dumped.

    Why was I so adamant?!
    I should have known,
    You would never change,
    I should not have believed,
    When you apologized.
    ©aesha

  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 2w

    I am lost in your eyes
    as I search for my lost soul,
    You are lost in my eyes
    as you wander into my heart.


    ©aesha

  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 2w

    I was never sure of anything
    as sure as you ❤

    ©aesha

  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 2w

    Raw emotions,
    Fresh wounds,
    I try to heal.


    ©aesha

  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 2w

    I choose to settle in hope ridden phase,
    where only darkness could rule.
    A light peeking in was petrifying.
    I knew I could not handle any more pain,
    if someone chooses to enter and leave.
    I will be okay all alone;
    away from the evil thoughts society reflects,
    away from the treachery traps,
    away from orthodox social norms,
    away from the pain I had to face,
    away from everything that
    will deepen my wounds.
    ©aesha

  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 2w

    I would say,
    Soak into those negativity,
    Use those sour aggression to
    create magic,
    Remember "DON'T LET EVIL WIN"


    ©aesha

  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 2w

    The pain was unbearable,
    Swallowing me each time I breathed,
    Drowned in unrequited love,
    I am lost in sea of fear.


    ©aesha

  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 3w

    My feet hurry when doorbell rings,
    To be faced with brutal reality,
    A white piece of cloth covering your lifeless body,
    Declaring peace you acquired.


    ©aesha

  • aesha_kallattuvalapil 3w

    I see flicker of fire sparkling,
    Attracting more molecules of air,
    Burning pyre placed on her,
    Now she is flawless grey memories of ash.

    ©aesha