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A tale of a silent loudspeaker
She kept singing like she was in the showerShe swayed and hopped like a deerLike no one was around.She moved a merry feet and danced to her heart's content.Kept sharing all that she was.Full of vibes, full of charisma-She had a lot to tell.But she never spoke and made laughter her defense.She was like an evergreen plant with roots tangled in mystery.She was a loudspeaker but a silent one within...©scribblewriter
All I saw was red,
Covered in pool of blood,
Every step you took towards me
was a warning of the beatings,
Bloodshot eyes warned me about your anger,
I stayed in the corner,
Like a lost child,
Like a kid awaiting for punishment
But I was never informed about my mistake.
I feared every non-living thing;
I was afraid of your belt,
Then your half empty whiskey bottles,
And also those fire sparkling cigarettes,
Maybe those vase, knifes and heater too.
My fear was born the moment you turned into monster,
You sought happiness in my pale face,
Calling me names,
Drowning me in your darkness.
I hated my choice,
Regretted my love for you,
Disgust was what my Soul acquired,
I could have died in hatred you dumped.
Why was I so adamant?!
I should have known,
You would never change,
I should not have believed,
When you apologized.
I am lost in your eyesas I search for my lost soul,You are lost in my eyes as you wander into my heart.©aesha
I was never sure of anythingas sure as you ❤©aesha
Raw emotions,Fresh wounds,I try to heal.©aesha
I choose to settle in hope ridden phase, where only darkness could rule. A light peeking in was petrifying. I knew I could not handle any more pain, if someone chooses to enter and leave. I will be okay all alone; away from the evil thoughts society reflects, away from the treachery traps, away from orthodox social norms, away from the pain I had to face, away from everything that will deepen my wounds.
I would say,Soak into those negativity,Use those sour aggression to create magic,Remember "DON'T LET EVIL WIN"©aesha
The pain was unbearable,Swallowing me each time I breathed,Drowned in unrequited love,I am lost in sea of fear.©aesha
My feet hurry when doorbell rings,To be faced with brutal reality,A white piece of cloth covering your lifeless body,Declaring peace you acquired.©aesha
I see flicker of fire sparkling,Attracting more molecules of air,Burning pyre placed on her,Now she is flawless grey memories of ash.©aesha