#AnaWarethoughts

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  • atthebackofmymind 5w

    A shout out to society~

    People think you dont deserve the love you want because you dont look good enough, not successful enough, not smart enough and simply does not measure up against their ridiculous double standards. They keep reminding, especially if you are a woman in a marrying age, that you're running out of time, that your reproductive system is about to expire and you need to do something about it, fast.
    They are bothered by how you seem content by being on your own and every time you dismissed their suggestions, you get judged for being picky, having too high standards, or being gay just because you refuse to follow their timeline. They believe the end goal of a relationship is having sex and a baby. Every time you shrug off their unsolicited advice they would say, whatever, have it your way but they cant seem to stop obsessing about your love life or lack thereof.
    They may mean well but what they fail to understand is that they are not the ones whose gonna live with the choices you make. We all want that someone we can possibly live the rest of our lives with but how can you force yourself to feel something you don't or settle with something you don't agree with? What they fail to acknowledge is the fact that its always, always easier said than done.
    -J.S.Fabregas

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  • atthebackofmymind 10w

    You are extraordinary. You must be out of this world...

    (Art by: Harumi Hironaka)

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  • atthebackofmymind 11w

    -I hope you find whatever it is your heart is searching for and when you do I hope you find your way back home, to me...

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  • atthebackofmymind 11w

    "I don't think all writers are sad, she said. I think its the other way around-all sad people write." -Lang Leave .

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  • atthebackofmymind 16w

    I'm no ordinary world.
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    Though a part of me usually hangs out @atthebackofmymind, a part of me craves to explore. I crave solitude but I also am usually surrounded by a lot of friends. Most importantly, I live for adventures-between the pages of books and the actual world. Aside from coffee, music, literature and laughter, these are the things I live for.

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  • atthebackofmymind 17w

    I invited you into my heart
    You said you're on the way
    Night fell and I was still waiting
    by the door.
    Dinner has gone cold and the
    Lone candle has long been spent.
    The wine bottle has grown warm
    Keeping me company as I continuously
    stared into the descending dusk.
    Rain started to fell, tip-tapping through
    The holes on the roof, soaking the
    dilapidated carpet.
    I let out a bitter laugh wondering
    Why was I still surprised.
    The wine ran out till the last drop;
    I ventured into the night and rain,
    Worried you might be caught up
    Somewhere under the downpour.
    Aimlessly walking around, I finally saw you
    I ran towards you, and you were running too...
    Into the arms of someone else.
    The sky continued to weep and I realized
    I forgot my umbrella as I chilled to the bone
    While a storm raged inside my chest.
    You've made a home in someone else's heart.
    Where she kept you warm all night by the hearth.
    So I walked back to where I came from
    And evanesced like a wraith into the rainy night's gloom.
    When you pass by that waif one day
    where my heart used to reside,
    You'll find nothing but a graveyard
    Where only old weary bones come to rest.
    ©j.s. fabregas// where do homeless hearts go?
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  • atthebackofmymind 17w

    We constantly thrived in an emotional climate.
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  • atthebackofmymind 19w

    Beguiling impeccable face,
    Unstudied seductive grace
    But there is something sinister
    By the way she carries herself.
    Like a quiescence before a tempest,
    Her deceptively saccharine smile
    A precursor of utter devastation.
    She sits on a throne carved from the bones
    Of her conquests, her battle trophies.
    An angel-faced nightmare
    Disguised as a genie in a bottle;
    But be careful of what you utter in the dark
    For she trades in most guarded secrets and
    She may grant your deepest darkest desire.
    She is hundreds of kings undoing
    The most powerful chess piece;
    'Stupid useless pawns', she says and flips the table with her well manicured hands.
    On the cold unforgiving floor, like her frigid heart,
    they mercilessly fall, where they grovel at her feet.
    -j.s. fabregas// The Fairest of Them All

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  • atthebackofmymind 19w

    I have been in love with the Night
    An ethereal beauty in a black dress;
    The moon, a luminous crown on her head,
    The stars are swarovski crystals on her
    delicate night gown. Her skin glows like
    the silver moonbeam that highlights her
    silken onyx hair.
    She meets her lover during the small hours
    and they dance under the milky way.
    Then like Cinderella, she runs away
    by the break of dawn.
    Here I sit, again waiting for twilight
    to howl at the moon and beacon
    my lovely Night to arrive soon,
    Before daylight steals her back
    again by morn.
    -j.s. fabregas// A Wolf's Lament

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  • atthebackofmymind 20w

    No one can really tell you where to go or what to do to find the happiness you desire. You only need to realize that you alone can create opportunities to feel that happiness whatever choice you make. No one else can decide that for you.
    -j.s. fabregas

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  • atthebackofmymind 20w

    You're my own kind of high.

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  • atthebackofmymind 21w

    Feed your mind

    #sixwordstory for the word #light

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  • atthebackofmymind 21w

    I always have this constant yearning to be somewhere else. Disappear somewhere I can shed my layers and be whoever I want to be in a completely strange surrounding but somehow feels like I belong. Maybe surprise people every now and then. And maybe when I'm gone too long, they will start to wonder where on earth am I. When they feel my absence hopefully they will realize that even if we don't talk that much anymore, that my actual presence and comforting silence fills a significant space in their lives somehow. That I made their lives a little bit richer just by being a part of it. And that would be more than enough.
    -j.s. fabregas// Phantom
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    Its my birthday today that's probably why I'm being contemplative. But don't get me wrong, I am actually happy because I am always surrounded by family and friends and I get to spend another birthday with them. I also want to thank you my followers who I also consider friends here who follow my thoughts and random musings which I don't often share with everyone else. So if you're still here, thank you for your support and encouragement. It really means a lot to me. Love lots. ��

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  • atthebackofmymind 21w

    Love me or love me not
    There is no in-between
    This silent heart for the longest
    Time has always been unseen.
    Love me or love me not,
    I don't need a part time lover
    Who only warm the sheets at night
    Then evaporate like the mist
    At the first break of dawn.
    Love me or love me not,
    I don't need someone who's
    Only halfway there
    Just as I never want to settle
    For something mediocre.
    -j.s. fabregas//Love me/Love me not

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  • atthebackofmymind 21w

    "Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do, is the worst kind of suffering".
    -Paulo Coelho//By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept

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  • atthebackofmymind 22w

    If you want to impress a girl
    Why don't you buy her a Sunday swirl?
    No thanks she doesn't want with choconuts,
    Next day her face will have polka dots.
    Do you think if you say I love you.
    What do you she's gonna do?
    Do you think she'll swoon and say I "do"?
    We'll sorry but she couldn't care less about you.
    She hates timidity but don't be pushy.
    No, she wont put up with a foolhardy,
    Don't act like a goody-goody,
    Better go back to your mommy
    Coz she's not that easy so stop flattering her profusely.
    You can drive her around town,
    Or buy her a Galliano gown.
    Cruising in your convertible top-down,
    Yeah! that's what a girl wants.
    She likes a guy who drives a BMW,
    But she'd rather not go if you don't look like
    Leonardo di Caprio.
    No, she's not that shallow,
    She's just testing if you are really true.
    You can take her to a dinner in Paris,
    Or ride a gondola on the canals of Venice.
    You can have a picnic on a field of million roses,
    But she prefers a year supply of Hershey's Kisses.
    She wants a new Porsche,
    Or a Louis Vuitton purse,
    She knows you've got a lot of source,
    But all she really needs is a recourse.
    What a girl really wants?
    She doesn't care about your money,
    Or even your Lamborghini.
    She cares less about a piece of expensive jewelry,
    Or a fancy case of vanity.
    "What am I gonna with all those luxury
    If you don't really love me?"
    Shame on you if that's what you think so,
    But she doesn't want to be a fool for you.
    What's so exciting living in a castle in Spain?
    If you're living a life so vain?
    So what if she could have it all,
    She's just here waiting for your call?
    She's tired of living a life in the fast lane,
    She doesn't care if people call her insane.
    You're the last of the puzzle,
    You're the only want who can make her whole.
    What a girl really wants?
    She wants something that is real,
    Something that she could really feel.
    A girl only needs someone who can see past her defenses,
    You don't necessarily have to make her feel like a princess.
    All she wants is a Love that is real and true,
    Someone who can see her through.
    -j.s. fabregas//What She Wants

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  • atthebackofmymind 23w

    Maiden of divine beauty and charm
    Her voice wafted sweetly
    from the cherub's harp;
    Like a rose devoid of thorns
    Her radiant countenance
    every prince endeared.
    Elegance exudes from her
    classic glamour
    Endowed with refined grace
    Beast and belles alike adore.
    Simplicity marks her character
    Even a single strand of hair
    in an immaculate bun,
    doesn't seem out of place.
    Lily of the valley, she is dancing
    to the rhythm of children's laughter
    A damsel in the name of Díoné,
    She's a sharp witted
    and a passionate teacher.
    -Díoné/ j.s. fabregas
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  • atthebackofmymind 40w

    "I love you." He said.
    "I know." I replied, trying hard to smile but only ended up biting my lip to stop a sob from escaping from my throat.
    "No, I'm in love with you." He stated. I think my heartbeat stopped and the well of tears threatened to spill.
    "What?!" I croaked. I asked because I need to know I heard him correctly. "I always have," He sighed looking at me earnestly, as if trying to convey the depths of his emotion with that penetrating gaze, searching. "Not because your my best friend. I was an idiot to not see it for what it is but I have been in love with you...and you're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. It has always been you."
    I almost choke on the tears I had been trying to withhold? Why now? I was rendered speechless for a long moment and then I finally let out a sob. I couldn't hold it in any longer. His sudden revelation was too much to take at the moment and I felt kind of dizzy with the roller coaster of emotions.
    "You have no idea how long I waited for you to say that...I...I..."
    He took me in his arms and I sobbed even more. God I missed him so much but my heart was breaking. The irony of life was one cruel joke of fate. My heart was breaking and its breaking for him but he deserved to know the truth.
    "I'm so sorry...."
    "Why are you saying sorry?" He gently pushed me off his chest so he could look me in the face but I was not meeting his gaze. My eyes were starting to hurt with all this stupid crying but I was so overwhelmed with too much pent up emotion it feels like a well has blown up inside me longing for release. "You've no idea how long I waited for you to realize that but...I've changed. You will always have a piece of my heart, always have and know that I will always care for you," I said mustering the courage to look at him. I felt like I was betraying my best friend but I'd be betraying my own heart if I didn't tell him the truth. "But that part of my heart that I have left open for you for so long...has been filled by someone else."
    -J.S. Fabregas

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