Not Meant For This World
Lab dab my heart goes,
my blood pumps,
The throbbing in my rib cage,
The pulsations in my veins,
Tears course down my cheeks,
An ache in my soul,
You watch me in awe
As i consummate the lies,
Lies you sweetly whisper every night,
I bathe in your light, but you only reflect but illusion,
you are the darkness, the evil that lures me back in every time I seek escape,
though captive I am not,
prisoner i am in a cage of my own making,
I drank my blood,
sanctified my piss and called it holy water;
watched my madness grow and chew on me,
Whilst I stare into the blank,
the vast nothingness,
Wondering Where you are?
Where did I lose you?
Restless in a quest seeking which I cannot name anymore,
For I'm done piecing myself back together.