Sometimes I wonder, am I the only one who suffers from the inner conflicts. The inner struggle, these two states of mind. One seeks the light, and the other the darkness. One wants to go beyond all limits, beyond everything while the other wants to cave in, wants to destroy. Lies, hatred, anger, jealousy, greed, agony, I want to be above all these, But some part of me always want to pull me back, wants to put me in the grave. Is it true you are your best friend and worst enemy? May be it is. There is a fighter inside me that wants to face every possible situation and a loser who wants to give up. Maybe both, the angels and the devils always live within us. May be someday I will find the truth, a place full of sunshine only, or may be a cave with darkness where I won’t be able to see myself. But until that day comes, the struggle must go on. The battle must go on.