I know you're here, I feel you near.
One thought of you can calm my fear.
Life now unclear; you've disappeared.
The missing piece is too severe.
My mind is mist; cannot subsist.
My lighthouse ceases to exist.
Caught in the midst, I struggle, twist,
You're out of reach; forever missed.
My little bro, can't let you go,
Will never live to see you grow.
Clutch your photo, the tears soon flow,
I just want to say, "Hello."
Stuck in a daze; comforting haze,
Wish to relive those better days.
Often, I gaze, my thoughts will stray.
I think of you now and always.
It isn't fair; your life unspared,
Gone from here, you roam elsewhere.
Waking nightmare; drowning despair,
Losing you was too much to bear.
Paid forth a price; another's vice,
My life, I would have sacrificed.
Evil enticed, just shall suffice.
May you find peace in paradise.
Damaged mindset; such thoughts beset,
Such as my heavy shame: regret.
Will not forget this guilty debt,
Till we unite; fate is preset.
Staying stressed; sadness suppressed,
To have known you, certainly blessed.
Gave my life zest; friend beyond best.
Sweet dreams in your well deserved rest...