1~When for the first time he pulled me in a corner and touched me inappropriately , I realised best friends might not be The best
2~They forced me to do what they say, I realised what bullying was, I surmised there's a crook in people I call my friends
3~When for the first time I led a relationship with no will to stay, I deciphered there's a veiled sinister inside all of us
4~When for the first time I fell in love, I couldn't name it yet I sensed what purity and ecstasy together feels like
5~The phase of heartbreaks, I remember, the phase where I was cheated upon by him, I gave my heart to and by her I gave my trust to, there went my faith, trust and my heart as I perceived, love is nothing I thought it would be
6~I told her everything – from my regular events to my darkest secrets. In a cage I kept them all, hidden; she let them fly free. I comprehended, friendships are namesake when rumours and gossips sum up your life.
7~Sequences of heartbreaks continued as I let my heart shatter, no one to believe for love, faith, friendship is delusional, and so is life — A never ending illusion, I had surmised
8~For the very first time, I put on a mask, with a smile covering my swollen eyes, I fathomed what wonders a fake smile could do because that's what you need to seem normal, to seem happy.
9~Crying became an escape, I felt weak. Ended up writing a beautiful paraphrase, for the very first time It all seemed to fall into place and Oh! There was more to life than just hatred and creed
Emptiness and darkness still I face yet I understood life, and that, It wasn't just a race
Seeing people come to me with problems I faced, I saw, no one's weak like we degrade. Life is more than love and faith, crying is fine and not to alienate.
A lad or a girl it's your right, to decide how to express your plight.
10~Sins everyone make but guilt, a few take.
11~Oh! Depression is not a shame, just another social studies test you never crave.
12~Heartless, someone's never born as, heartless people grow into, but my dear, give life a chance and all those latent array of emotions would burst out into laughs and smiles
13~Don't belittle yourself, don't exclude yourself for a reason not too apt, faking a smile is the only way I know, yet dont for in the mirror you could see what hex it does, because my friend, we are all survivors and fate is waiting to up its game. For life is a novel with the ending in your hands and I believe, you can make it worth the while.
Have a great year ahead!