Never back down
Crippled with fear, full of pain, regret and hate,
I crawled slowly out of beliefs that were full of shit.
Incepted in me from when I was a child,
by a world that was not at all fit.
It took me ages to get my senses aligned,
only to be pulled back by the deep beliefs that were misaligned.
I fell back again towards the abyss that I dug myself,
thinking this is how it is supposed to end for thyself.
I heard the mystic speak to me in rhyme, he said:
The entire universe took billions of years to persist,
so that in this moment you can exist,
how can you even think u don't deserve something on your wish list?
Empowered with faith, hope and to fulfill my quest.
I crawled slowly into beliefs that put my doubts to rest.
I did what I thought was questionable,
because I started to believe everything was achievable.