I wonder what went wrong that
Now everything's started coming downhill!!
I wonder why I did that,
Which I always used to say that I hate the most.
I wonder why I didn't stop myself,
Even when I already knew I was wrong!!
But I guess, I know why...
Maybe I was too desperate
To get out of the loneliness I felt in the crowd.
Maybe I was too sad
For I always felt left out somehow!!
Maybe it was just me,
Not being good enough.
Or maybe it was you!!
Maybe you didn't give me the love I deserved.
Maybe because you never had time for me,
Even when you know I would wait all the long.
Maybe just, you took my love for granted.
Maybe, instead of those sweet words, if only you actually tried to make things better..
Maybe everything would have been different today.
Or maybe, nothing's your fault..
It's just me, not right in the head,
And overly emotional and sensitive..
I don't know,
And we will talk about it one day, but just not today!!
For today I'll grief, for the person I have become,
A person that I'm going to hate for the rest of my life.