The world where all the choices are just so chaotic,
No wonder everyone is waiting to get swept away from the shore,
I asked him,
why do you despise your own existence so much?,
Don't you find it hard to breathe?,
"It just feels so easy, when you do that."
I heard him, didn't I?,
Or was it just another illusion?
"Well, that's absurd!", I told him.
That night, she dragged out the monsters beneath her bed, at least she tried.
But it didn't work, wasn't enough.
" Try some sincerity ! ", It suggested.
She sure could use some,
But it costs heavens, so she didn't.
I met with a caterpillar once,
Asked him whether it was more happy when it was human,
Funny thing is, it didn't get anything,
neither human nor happy.
What those words even mean,
It didn't know.