As I lay me down to sleep,
The fire burns inside me deep,
The tears flow slowly down my cheeks,
I lose control, my mind is weak
Raindrops fall upon my head,
Memories replay words not said,
Rage fills my wounds instead,
No longer calm, I see the red.
Whisper to me, when I'm alone,
Another verse of that sad song,
I doubt Ill ever feel at home,
Around the ones who've done me wrong.
The nice girl, who saved the world,
As they laugh, my fist they curl.
Just when I think I can take no more,
I lose control and I wage war