Winning all the hearts,
Somewhere I lost mine;
Hiding my dark sadness,
My fake smiles say 'I am fine.'
Helping the people on my way,
I made them enjoy the sun and the sea;
Taking all their darkness away,
Unknowingly it accumulated inside me.
Trusting the humankind,
I longed for empathy's arrival;
It engraved on my delicate mind,
The gruesome taste of bitter betrayal.
Wounded by the insensitivity,
Where people are as cold as ice;
Hope bleeds out from the positivity,
It shatters my lovely paradise.
Selfishness has risen very high,
Love has lost its meaning;
Unnecessary ego shoots up till the sky,
The sins you do are demeaning.
I thought that I am strong enough,
I can handle their insanity;
But people are more cruel than I thought,
They make you lose your sanity.
Soaked for too long in this poison,
My mind is now polluted;
I m blind to the helpful horizon,
My thoughts are now corrupted.
I try to make things better,
I heal the people's pain;
Everything still stays bitter,
All my efforts are vain.
I find my lost heart somewhere,
Hurt and bruised and crushed;
The pain it could not bear,
It wanted the agony to be hushed.
One foot in the chilly air,
And one foot on the tall ledge;
With goosebumps and sweaty hair,
I stand at my world's edge.
One last help, one last time,
One selfish deed for me;
The last line of my life's rhyme,
My end I want to see.