I'm shown love which I felt for times so few,
I'm shown care and this is something new!
I feel weak with all my emotions stirred up,
Why am I feeling heavy & unable to cheer up?
A question for you, Why am I loved this way?
So unconditional & pure, Do I even deserve this play?
If this is what I deserve, where was this all these years?
Where were you hidden when I kept increasing my fears?
I'm blank, stuck & overwhelmed, my mate,
I don't know, tell me how do I reciprocate?
The wall which I've built around my heart, thick, hard & dark,
With the bangs of your love on it, it's starting to crack!
I'm scared, so scared of being loved & getting wretched,
My heart feels falling in a pit of sadness, I'm totally drenched!
My head feels hurtful with a rush of thoughts & triggered emotions,
For I being so used to function well only in the rough situations!
Don't show me this love, don't let my emotions rail,
Let them stay locked in, don't try to unveil!
My throat hurts trying to hold back my cry,
I'm a coward in case of love, please stop & don't try!
I'm the mate of my loneliness & the master of a lone fight,
Stay away from me, I can't stop my furious flight!
Don't invest on me your time, don't hold me to your heart,
I'm delicate enough to break through this, please don't provoke the end to start!