Garden Of Thorns
She can't love you, she doesn't know how to. She is succeptible to breaking hearts that incline towards her. God knows how He handles her staggered moves. She's not allowed to admit that she loves you. She knows she carries a curse with her. So when you agreed to get exploited because both of you fell for each other, you agreed to step into the thorn field. It was the most avoidable place on the earth. It was her home. It was where she was pulled and visions of which kept haunting her when you were falling in love with her and her heart was being punctured by the thorns of this field. Yes you just came in. And you can retrace back. That is your perk, you being an outsider. But she isn't allowed to leave through the same door. Everytime care drops on her doorstep, somehow she is forced to walk through this entire field, bare feet, and then she can leave through the door at the other end. She deduces, you won't stay with her. And that is how the garden flourishes with thorns everytime.