Used to be the sweetest girl...
The day we started to date each other?
Where you asked me to be yours, officially?
Right outside the bench of Hallmark and I said yes.
You were so happy. And I was so happy too.
The way your arms wrapped around me and my waist,
I'll never forget how it made me feel.
It made me feel like the happiest girl in the world.
Or the luckiest girl in the world.
I knew what I was getting myself into.
I was getting myself in love.
In love with you.
I knew other girls wanted you,
That's why I fought for you.
You're mine. And I fight for whats mine.
"I'll hold it down."
26th day of December, do you even remember?
Remember how happy I made you feel?
You were so worried about other girls as months pass.
Your friends cheered you on to text them.
Called me a bitch, but where are those friends now?
Ghost - Not even here for you at all.
You left me in the dust.
Only hit me up when you wanted to fuck.
I was your "rebound."
All that fake I love you and miss you so much bullshit.
And a million apologies.
Other girls texting your phone.
Behind my back, I was hurting.
Going through your phone, seeing texts of those other girls it fucking wrecked me. Into pieces.
My blood is boiling. I lose it...
You're sleeping and I slap you in the face.
Asking how could you do this to me?
Your love for me was fake...
Pregnant at 16,
You still didn't care. Texts from bitches still there.
You hit them up first,
You knew what you were asking for.
It turned me into a monster.
I became a b i t c h. A b i t c h who just LOVED you.
A little too much.
Who wanted you all to herself.
You took me for granted.
Still, almost 8 years later you're doing the same shit.
It took me years to forgive you and to get over the pain.
It sucks because I'll never be the same.
The sweetest girl, you took that away from me.