I can feel myself sinking again, sinking into.the dark abyss. It starts as a feeling or an itch,then it slowly spreads like an infection or a cold. Until you can feel it in every movement, in every bone. Then it hits you hard and you are trying so hard, so hard to hold it back and you can do it for so low until you are exhausted and then..then you break, your eyes burn as tears form in tired eyes and then begin to flow and no matter how many times you wipe them away they don't stop. Then the sobs begin and your heart feels like it's in a vice with every breath taken, it becomes so much harder to breath. You gasp for air as your body shakes and you feel like your miles away and can't seem to pull yourself back, then..then it happens, you feel nothing at all, as everything drains from your body and it feels like your bloods run cold. As you're left in the darkness, feeling nothing at all, all emotion has left because for now you have become numb.