You dream up scenarios of yourself as the center of attention.
You are sitting beside a celebrity or talking to someone on a train filled with people hanging on your ever word; as the centre of admiration, lust and beauty.
Within your dreams there is no reality, for you live in self loathing, hatred, anger and sadness.
So caught up in your dreams, you waste the reality on the fantasy to your demise.
Sad petals fall from the sky upon you;
Rain and snow runs the motor of your heart;
Blunt desire pricks your skin in a thousand places;
Anger bubbles along your soul as you decay;
Feet of ice no longer venture to the unknown.
In another dream walking, you see him and he snaps you out of the fantasy.
Now within you:
Red, blue and black petals fall from the sky upon you;
Sun and nature runs the motor of your heart;
Desire is like a rainbow of love running through your day;
Kindness radiates happiness within your soul as you thrive;
Feet like the roots of a tree stand firmly and venture into the unknown.
You live for you again and not for your demons.
You and he found a love so rare.