I walked the hall wondering if someone was looking at me,
I walked fast, to avoid eye contact with anyone I see,
It struck me that maybe I was the weird one,
Or was I?
I played basketball to look a little cool in school,
But was it as appealing as punching someone in the face?
I guess not,
But as much as I wanted to look manly, I always tried to skip that phase!
People were mean, friends were never friends,
Parents thought I was a lost cause,
I wish there was a way, I could just erase all the flaws,
But you know exactly how it ends!
I met her in school,
Yes, in the middle of all this chaos, I saw a ray of hope,
I somehow thought she liked me for who I was,
But what I was, is an idiot slipping down a bigger slope!
Going up and down in love would mess with my head,
I never gave up, because as stupid I looked, I sure was,
Wake up, my mind always said,
But my heart never followed the laws!
Days passed, I finally felt a bit settled in,
But eventually, the truth gets to you,
Once an outsider is always going to be out,
But no one hesitates in giving him a clue!
I was done,
Done with this life of lies,
Tired of letting out sympathy cries,
After a rollercoaster ride with my feelings of love and hate,
I decided to end my life, as it would be my fate,
But for who contributed to this would ultimately say it,
That i finally said "I quit".