Life can be a bit of a mess sometimes. It can be chaotic. It can drive you crazy and make you want to give up. Sometimes,everything just feels too much and you don't think you can cope with all the pressure. It can be annoying. people telling you what to do and how to do it. Dictating to you how you should live your life,the people you should talk to and when you should talk to them. It makes you wish you could tell them to shut up but you know you can't. You have to live how they tell you to because you're scared of being an outcast. You're scared of being declared as strange. You're scared of not belonging so you either act how they want you to or you blend into the background. Most times,that feels like the best choice.
To be honest though,you can never truly fit in. You can never fully satisfy the people you have given the right to tell you how to live. Trying to please the world only destroys you. It makes you a shell of who you once were. You end up hating yourself because despite everything,you still feel like it's not enough. It never is. You still feel like an outcast,an impersonator even. It gets so bad that you look into the mirror and you fail to recognize the person you see. When that happens,it feels like the best choice is to give up. It feels like you're being held at gun point and the only choice you can make is to let go. That isn't true though. To be a good cop or a good lawyer or even a good doctor, you have to learn to think outside the box. You have to open your eyes to the possibilities.
everyone out there is unique in their own way. It's hard to believe sometimes but it's true. There's something about you, something in you that isn't in anyone else. There's something that makes you special,something that differs you from everyone else. To you, they may seem like flaws, they may seem like imperfections,things you just want to get rid of so you could belong but there's something I feel you should know. Imperfect is perfection that we never see. Those things we refer to as flaws are what makes us beautiful. They are what attracts the right people. The fake ones would want to mold you into a puppet but the real ones would love you the way you are,imperfect or not. They wouldn't try to change a thing about you because they know those flaws are your greatest strengths.
when you find the people who accept you for who you are and love you despite those things you call flaws,never let them go to please the other kind of people because,to quote Alessia Cara, 'You don't have to change a thing,the world should change it's heart.