I'm not broken
I'm just learning to love myself.
I don't know, nobody wants me though.
I'm not stupid
I'm just deluded
I'm thinking of ways to ease the scratches.
Throw that knife into the goddamn garbage
And constantly I wonder why it was me that was bombarded.
By feelings, by love, by forevermore.
By the people who I stood up for
And the people that everyone called whores.
Close your doors people.
Because everyone is out to get you.
Don't trust anyone, and whatever you do
Don't do what I do.
I'm in a panic
I feel so much static
When my mind enters itself.
We all have a purpose,
But mine is to wish you well.
You're better off seeking something more than a dream
If you're so smart then tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
To make everybody leave,
To make everyone cause a scene
Wherever I go, that's all I see
Countless faces staring at me.
It gives me anxiety,
Though I am just a victim to myself.
I probably will be gone in a year
But fuck it, that's something else.
Hiding in the shadows like a mouse,
My words, my life, my voice is a powerhouse.
Forgotten and rusted away to time itself,
Self harm and nothing else,
Footprints of the past just to prove
That I have truly lost myself.
Say whatever you want.
Your words can never hurt me.
Because let me tell you, nobody can hurt me worse than how I hurt myself.
Some day you will all understand how it feels to be someone else.