Until the Very End
I don't know how I got here, or where I'm headed,
My plans for the future just tossed to the wind, completely shredded.
My being is a nightmare, I tell you - a blessing and a curse;
I'm lost in an ocean of rambling thoughts and emotions I have to traverse.
Lost within a vast expanse of time and space,
Unaware of direction and without a guiding star to trace.
I'm lost in the darkness, filled with worry and distrust,
Digging up memories best left buried in the dust.
I wish I could enjoy life and the challenges that it brings.
If only I could see the good in all people, places and things,
I wouldn't have to be afraid that what's said is not true,
I'd only have to take one look in their eyes and say, "I believe you."
I wish I could wear rose coloured glasses just like you do,
And never look away even if you want me to.
I wish we didn't fight over our numerous choices,
That we'd just know the right one, with no misleading voices.
You see the best in everything, I have no doubt.
Me, I see the monsters that you completely block out.
We're two sides of the same coin, we cannot merge, my dear friend,
You're the heart, I'm the mind; together until the very end.
Soumya | ©amberglow