If I were to go today.........
If i were to go today,
take care of my words........
my soul they share,
my ideas they kept a secret affair
my whispers in the pagebreaks
my songs as every chapter ends.......
If i were to go today ,
remember me as a poem.
My heart chime inside those rhymes
my ways belongs to those hidden meanings
There , right there i am
when they burst into laughs
remembering my rambles.
While i burn inside my aggression from blocks
you can find me in my song collection
breaking out my imaginations from its prison
sound of mantras, colours of the bubbles
lights peeking through the trees in the nightfall,
tinkering of wind chimes,
or white lines in night sky
I'll be in the darkness , hidden in a corner, finding beauty out of fading lights.
I'll be under sheds facing the sunshine
sending the sun flying kisses,
making amends and promises to air
standing in middle of the road opening arms,
hugging the upcoming breeze,
or in the chorus of song in my mind i couldn't seize
i will be in midst of crowd,
the silence you feel so prominent,
i will be in the circuits i broke last year
to make my tinker bits and spares
i will be in the novels i read,
the blue ink smearing comments in spaces
In the eyes of yours, still twinkling
ready to leave, standing on threshold
saying i am here, yes i am here
in my memories, in yours too
ready to make a comeback
just as the water slipped from your eyes..............
If i were to go today..........