As life happened, I have been contemplating about this recently.
I thought about how that feeling of love works, how people meet, how life goes, how few small decisions change so much, how things actually affect us, how people leave, how we push away some, how we hide the truths, how we hope things to fall in place, how life plays with us like we are just puppets in its hands. How helpless it leaves us. How hopeless. How much hurt and pain. That much that we think we can't survive and when we do, we ourselves are in complete shock. How our words are worth to some, how worthless we are, how much we deserve, what do we get, do we choose it on own our. If sometimes we do, what do we keep the criteria before choosing. How much selfish we are, how we want to have that happiness, how we desperately want to ignore everything else all around, how we fail to do so at times, how we cope up again and smile. How the worlds seems upside down, how being normal no more seems okay, how we endure pain, how we start enjoying the hurt, how we suppress our feelings, how we compromise, how we handle the emotional floods, how we deal with our ego, how we keep our self worth intact. How we fight the battles in our minds, how we tend to win each time and start all over again, how we can't see ourselves fail when we think we gave our best, how we contemplate every thing, how we sit down and talk about things to ourselves, how we look for answers, how we don't find many, how we find some and it's disturbing. How we still look at others with hope. Hope to settle down the storms lurking inside. Hope to smile genuinely. Hope to bring a smile on their faces too. Hope to find answers to our own questions.