People tell me I'm 'Ordinary'
There was a period in my life when I accepted I was 'Ordinary',
And I believed it strongly as well,
Right from my facial looks, physical features and social behaviour,
It became rather an inner 'label'.
Right from my childhood, school days,
Upto now, my teenage,
I've been believing I'm just about an average man,
Which sometimes caused an inner comfort and also sometimes an inner rage!
There were times where I envied specific people,
For their 'special' features or unique 'aura' or irresistible 'charm'
From celebrities to the standouts existing around me,
It caused less good and more inner harm.
As now as I'm drifting into adulthood,
I'm slowly coming into terms with myself,
Not about accepting the fact that I'm so-called 'Ordinary',
But believing in what I actually think: "I Am Special in My Own Way"!
This is more of a prelude than a climax,
As it's still upto me to hold onto it and keep it in check,
Because it's more about what one believes and acts,
Than about what one deserves and expects!
- Calvin Kris