Just when you're about to taste success, you look back.
It's not paranoia, not is it fright. It's a realisation; a feeling that something's wrong. Something's terrible.
But the thing is, everything's perfect right now. It "was" bad, it ''was" terrible. Now it's fine!
And just when you've the Holy Grail within your grasp, do you understand that you had done something atrocious. It's only when you are autarkic to ponder over a plethora of stuff, do you notice the truth about reality. It's only when you open your eyes wide and focus, do you see the World in its actuality.
The Real World, in which success means nothing, unless you can maintain it and survive....Survival is everything! And only those who keep their senses wide open, can endure the pain to survival.
This World is indeed a complete hoax; But what is real is You. It is upto you to survive in this world full of lies.
Because you're the only fish, in an ocean full of sharks...