To the guy reading this,
Hello. How are you?
This may be not your first time getting letters,
from girls chasing you for your looks and status,
I know this might bore you,
but don't throw this away without reading it.
Let me start first, please,
read until the end.
I am one of those girls, but I do not want you
just because of your looks and social status,
I want something more precious, more important,
I want something I wish you can only give me.
Every time I see you in the neighborhood,
You've already made my day.
Every little things you do,
makes my heart flutter,
You might think it's infatuation,
but I know that my feelings aren't half-baked.
Whenever I catch a glimpse on you,
There's this feeling of completeness.
Whenever I'm feeling down,
Just hearing your name light me up.
You might think I'm crazy for you,
But crazy and love are both different words.
I didn't believe in fairy tales,
but you made me believe in them.
When our eyes met for a second,
I couldn't help but look away, blushing.
You light up my monochrome world,
and here I thought I'm living in the dark.
Sometimes, when I know you're sad,
I wish I can comfort you.
There's distance between us,
Not friends, maybe strangers.
If you're still reading this,
then continue until the last.
I wonder when I could at least greet you,
But I'm too shy and too normal.
I'm a normal girl with normal status,
I'm not popular like those you've said your type.
You'll see me at the back of the room,
The one who isn't standing out like everybody else.
I'm like a puzzle,
without you I'm not whole.
I cannot write all my feelings in one letter
I might need a dozen of paper to finish.
My feelings for you are not admiration,
Nor either a simple delusion, it's real.
I want you to be happy the most,
Your happiness is my happiness.
I might not be the one you are thinking at night,
But you're the one I'm thinking of at night.
Even if it's not me in your heart,
I just wanted you to know I'm here for you.
When you lazily glance at me,
It tickles the fabric of my soul.
Others think I developed this crush on you, but no,
Believe what I say because it's what I feel for you.
This letter of mine might go to trash, but,
My feelings for you aren't that easy to throw away.
There are many words I want to express,
but this is the important of all.
I love you,
I hope you remember that.
Letters to the guy I love,
from the girl who loves you.