Gone are those Days
I lay on my bed with a glass of whiskey, and wonder. Wonder, what went wrong when we were so good together. Gone are those days, where I used to lie beside you and watch you sleep. Watch how that sharp nose makes me kiss it every single fucking time.
Gone are those days, when I received morning texts from you inspite of the time of the day. I wonder, if there's anything left to us? Is there, babe?
Gone are those days, when I used to call you my babe, and neither will I shout anymore if you find no one to lift you up with less complications. Do you miss that, babe?
I keep circling round and round thinking about all the ifs and buts. I wonder, how confused am I? Do you still remember that I loved how your smile made me smile?
Gone are those days, when we walked down the streets to a liquor store or just engage in mere inane activities.
Gone are those days, where you will never see the care in my eyes anymore. Do you miss that, babe? Can you see how much I cared? I wonder, if your fingers would trace my body ever again?
Gone are those days, when you called me your ice man, and you were my toaster. Gone are those days, when the fun became the addiction. Do you miss that addiction, babe?
Gone are those days, when you would catch me watching you sleep. Gone are the days when you would make endless love to me, just to catch me whimper in your arms and trust you endlessly. Will you do that to someone else? You would.
You said you loved me. Do you miss that love now, babe? You turn around and there's just a cold mist without me. Will you enjoy that now?
Gone are those days, when you called my name out loud as you wake up later and I rush happily to you. I miss that, babe. Maybe, you don't. Do you? Do you realise how much I was happy with you? Maybe, you never realised that. You noticed my ego, but gone are those days when I would calm you up when you'll be angry. Maybe, I didn't open enough. But have you? You liked what I did, I know. Yet you lied.
Gone are those days, when I would console you and cherish you to the core. Maybe, you miss that, babe. But, did you know the worth? Embarrassment haunts me now.
I let you go, babe. Because, you told me so.
Gone are those days when I will keep voicing your unspoken words. Will you cherish the absence, babe? I hope you do, babe. I let you go because I loved you so.
Someone else's arms comfort you, but why am I lost, babe? Gone are those memories we made together, as I let you go. Do you want that? I don't want to be the last resort, babe.
Gone are the days.