It's been three years, four months and ten days since you've been gone and since then for all this while I have been searching many things. ⠀
Going around like a crazy hippy, a lost man, a hopeless person looking for closure. I thought I existed only in your words, only in your sentences. And to me... ⠀
You were like the capital letter in the beginning and the full stop at the end of the sentence; that I was, both needed to complete a sentence and hence I roamed around looking first for you, then for closure and then finally for someone else to begin and end me but I've realised now... ⠀
Realised that I indeed am enough! ⠀
I am the capital letter, I am the sentence and I am the full stop in the end. And now I am finding myself again, not in someone else's words but in my own. I've learned to love myself unconditionally and uncontrollably. ⠀
I've found calmness in the winds and peace in the tides, I've indeed found order in the chaos that I was, that I am and that I always will be!⠀
And now darling with you gone, the summer breeze has taken the responsibility of keeping my heart warm.