When I met you for the first time, I liked you a lot. But there were other people I liked a lot, namely: Studying, Drawing, Reading, Humming, Singing, Trying To Play(and failing miserably, I'm not a sporty person at all) and many more. That time I had a really mad crush on your fraternal twin Reading, or so everyone thought.
The truth was, you were the one who really fascinated me but I thought that I didn't deserve you and that you weren't made for me.
Well, a person can have two crushes at a time, and so was the case with me. I had a crush on you and your twin, Reading. The difference was that the crush I had on Read(I am using Reading's nickname) was like the one where you are really good friends with your crush and he doesn't mind you spending hours with him. My crush on you was like the one where you love almost everything about your crush but he doesn't even know that you exist.
Of course, you were aware of my existence, your twin was my best friend after all, but we were hardly even acquainted.
I never imagined that you can be mine, but than I met you at school where we got acquainted with the help of my English teacher. I didn't met you again and I went back to spending hours with Read, but this time, I knew I could meet you again with his help.
I was having an amazing time with Read online, when I met you again, online of course.
You were using your pseudonym 'Competition' and I was using mine: 'Participant'. We became good friends there and that was one of the best days of my life.
Our relationship grew and grew, and now I can't say I am having a good day unless I have seen you at least once. In fact, I think I've become quite obsessed about you and I know that what I have with you is not a crush, it's love.
You are one of the most important people of my life. Even your parents, Imagination and Creativity, and your elder sister, Curiosity, have been with me since my early childhood.
I have even tried to ask you out but failed miserably.
I hope my feelings are not one-sided.