.....I accept all your apologies I never received. Because, I fuckin' loved you idiot.
A long lost friend of mine whom I found on facebook. There were no bounds for my happiness that day. From friends to best friends, the journey was amazing. We both topped each other's priority list. Gradually, I fell in love with you, (Yes, only I fell) I swear I don't know when and how. And also, as they say love isn't intentional, it just happens. But, the fact is you liked me as your friend and nothing more than that (Maybe, or maybe not). But it was you who gave me so much importance, soo much importance I had never been given by anyone. Maybe I mistook it. Maybe it was my fault, maybe. And also, I suffered a lot because of you. From your ignorance to your slang words, from your ego to your mood swings, I tolerated EVERYTHING (You had no rights to treat me bad, you Moron). Even after constant attacks on my self-respect and being misunderstood everytime, I loved you. Yes, I loved you with all my heart and soul. YOU were the kind of love for whom I was ready to die (I swear). But as they say, love is what, which makes you dream about LIVING with them, not dying for them or killing someone for them. And also, I'm stupid enough to fall in love with you again if you come back to me. So, I just ask you not to come back into my life again even if I ask you to.(If you want to come, then come. And see what have you lost) Because it's not you who'd ruin things, it's me. I don't want to ruin my life again(I'd probably grow strong enough, that I'd not love you again and also not ruin anything). And also, you too are stupid for not accepting my love for you. What would I ask from you? Nothing but demand some respect and more love from you, that's all. Anyway, I never told you "I loved you", I say it today, here (hope you are reading this). So that I'll never regret not saying it to you (Even though it's indirect). And also I think I did good not telling it to you, (It's a different thing that you knew about my love for you) because you never deserved someone who loves you like me. I promise, you'd regret losing me, I promise. Also, you'd know the pain I've gone through when someone else treats you like you treated me, you'll remember me 'that day', or maybe you'll love me that day. But 'that day' would be too late. 'That day' I'd be with someone who loves me the way I always deserved, unconditionally, with not knowing any bounds, with all his heart & soul. You'll regret 'that day' for losing me, but you could do nothing. Literally 'NOTHING' (I feel bad for you) And, 'that day' is not too far. And finally, I accept all your apologies I never received. Because, I fuckin' loved you idiot (I can atleast do this for you).