Wake up, work ,weakened; Sleep.
The cycle repeated for years.
Alone, my frustration makes me weep,
Even they despised me, my own tears.
Frustrated, I sit down on the crowded walkway,
Cupping my head in my palms;
I want to throw this life away,
I fail to keep myself calm.
A deep breath I take,
Filling up my lungs,
The last one for my sake;
Before from the ceiling my body hung.
The noises of the road,
Shouts, honking and cheers;
On my ears they were a load,
Noises seeping inside and awakening my fears.
I strongly wished for slience,
A place where there's nothing but me,
I wanted a new life to commence,
Where there is only peace wherever I see.
And my wish was granted.
Silence all over.
I got what I wanted,
Calmness and quiet forever.
Silence, so blissful,
The Melody of silence was mesmerizing;
Silence, so beautiful,
The Harmony of silence was amazing.
Silence, so intense;
I could hear my blood flowing in my veins,
Silence, so immense,
The blood flow sounded stronger than the noise of rains.
New experience, I was excited,
My heart was beating fast;
The loud thudding as I palpitated,
Reminded me of my past.
Past, where I saw a different future,
Where I was what I wanted to be.
Present, which is a torture,
That dream I again wanted to see.
Silence shouted the voice of my Heart,
So loud, it was again hurting my ears,
The voice begging to follow the art,
My passion which was buried for years.
The sound of silence now felt terrifying,
Chills ran down my spine;
The voice of silence so horrifying,
It made me realise, this state is not fine.
I lifted my head again,
Amidst the chaos, I heard pleasant chirping;
Determined to defeat this pain,
Alive, awake; Towards my dream, I m walking.