I don't know why but somehow everything reminds me of you, time doesn't seems to pass, it's like explaining you things and expressing out myself has become a part of my life, conversations with you has been the soul of my day and it feels like something so major is missing out from my life, it feels like something is so hollow, so incomplete. I wish I could just tell you how I feel and I wish you could see and believe what I feel for you is so real, my words have always been a reflection of my feelings and now it's all about you, may it be the moments when you made me feel like I own this world, or may it be the moments when that one misunderstanding broke everything inside me, may it be your pain or that twisted smile, somehow everything starts and ends on you, it's weird because I never wanted to fall this deeply, it's weird because I was protecting myself from these feelings all these years. They were right, you fell in love when you least expected it, you were like the aroma of rain that filled my life with sunshine and rainbows, no matter if it was lightening hard or if it was all dark, that fragrance still continues to bloom my soul. There have been times when all I wanted was to scream and make you understand that my words are my actions, there were times when I wished I was right by your side and you could look into my eyes and see how true my feelings were, there were times when all I wanted was for you to believe that I am the person for you and you are the one for me, there also have been times when things were so chaotic and messy that all I wanted was to say that I am done with us now, but then there was always something that asked me to hold onto it, there was this voice that constantly kept reminding me that "he needs you and he's worth it", I haven't been this patient, I haven't been this mature before, but somehow I chose to leave behind all my ego and tantrums long behind to fall for you without any boundations. Maybe this was the love for which I have been waiting this long, maybe this is the thing that makes me try everytime you doubt my feelings and intentions for you, maybe this is the maybe that asks me to hold on to us even when I could see everything around me collapsing, I know I would run back to you the second you want me without skipping a beat, I know I would because I have believed in universes and stars and mine exists in those eyes, the ones that have been through the roughest of the scars, the one I derive the definition of strength from, the one who is messy af but still chooses kindness over pride each time. The one whom I consider the one, the one whom I believe will forever stay as the one.