THE DEPRESSED LAD
Waking up every morning was never such a drag,
The outside World was nothing but a graveyard.
There was studies to be done and a family to support,
It was too tough to earn even a smile.
There were days when even Netflix couldn't help,
All you could do was to stare out of your cage.
Stuck within the four walls,in your mind,
Where was the freedom I wished?
My throat was dry with silence being the order of the day,
There was nothing to talk about,
My voice was suppressed and it's suffocating,
But my throat was dry and silence was the order of the day.
Even family can't support you all the time,
Things go about which you can't share,
You have to keep it in cuz you're family after all,
With so much containment,where do you keep yourself?
There is a single yellow spot in life,
Trust me you gotta do all it takes to preserve that forever.
She's an angel in the form of the most beautiful human being,
She's my family away from family,my home away from home.
Always afraid of losing her, doing anything to hurt her,her family,
I live in fear,of losing my life,my everything,
Of losing the only real bond in my life,
Of losing my life,my everything.
Gradually everything slips under your feet,
Afraid of being judged by a lone action and people forgetting every other good deed,
Disappointing and hurting people so hard that people question you,
Question your credibility,your very existence.
That feeling when you realise you're losing yourself,
You're drowning in your own thoughts you can't let go,
You see nothing but darkness all around you,
Tears flowing from your eyes but you can't stop them,you can't
All the storms in your life converging in one
All meant to take away everything from you
Like all your ancestors have said
You just gotta face it son,you gotta face it.
There's always a better tomorrow to look forward to,
A tunnel always leads you to sunlight,
This World is cruel and is gonna tear you to shreds,
Hold on,cuz there's always a better tomorrow,just hold on.