One day u asked me to be mature... Soo tell me...
What is maturity??
Cuz What I hav learned, Maturity is a process of losing ur Innocence...
If maturity is to fight 24×7
I don't think that I want to be mature anymore...
If maturity is having problems with every single thing around us then "please maturity stay away from me. "
While praying to GOD my mother always point me to ask for some BRAIN from the GOD.. But I hav seen my over mature parents with lot of brains, fighting 24 hours for no reason..
Soo I always pray to god that
" prabhu itna hi de ki santusht rahu, khush rahu aur dusro ko khush rakhu. Itni samajh bhi mt de ki hr cheez me buraai dikhe..
Samajh nhi toh nazariya de jo sahi ho... Jo bs acha dekhe... "
This is true that m selfish.. I don't want others to point out gud or bad things in me.. M not living to satisfy others. I just want to satisfy Myself, My soul.. I don't care what the society thinks of me.. I just want to make sure that i am not doing anything wrong. I want to do something which will make me proud.. I want to live my dreams.. I will achieve it by myself...
Cuz I don't want to pressurise my kids in future to fulfill my dreams.. Like u did...
I want dem to b free.. I want dem to explore... Might b they'll fail but I will make sure that there Willpower never dies.. I don't want to b a pressure on their heads, I want to b their strength..
I want to be an example for my kids that when someone will ask my children that what they want to be., I want dem to say that " I want to be like my mother.. She is my idol.. " oh dear that moment will be the proud moment for me.. Nd m preparing for that day.. So don't giv me this shit that what society gonna say.. Cuz m not living for them m just preparing to be an idol for two beautiful kids... :)