Sometimes I get frustrated because people don't understand what I'm trying to say. To the best of my ability I try to explain... But its not helping. I really wish I could find that something or someone who could make me into a less insecure, sad, easily mad, and confused person. I WANT that person or something. I NEED it to be exact. I know I say I don't need that man or person or anything to fulfil my needs but I'm stuck in a fucked up book. A book where my mind is trapped in other books and fairytales. I want something authentic and something that is a breath of fresh air.