Searing up, from the lowest rawest part , I fear this time she has torn me apart. Devouring tenderness, crunching flesh & bone, She did promise me & my heart a home. Searing in my throat from icy arrow pointed, when did my world become so disjointed? Forever now, Will be the broken lonely. Head is crawling serpent, heart is turning stoney. Modern day Medusa, reflected in black mirror, violating frenzy of the cruelest game. She is getting high upon my selfless shame, My humiliating desire, to eradicate my name. For what she has done, there is no undoing. Dug her holes & kept on digging. Out the sane, of my brain, raging misery. Soul is seething, I’m not breathing. No amount of gritty rain, Can wash away, the venom bitten into me. I’m swimming with the sinners now, against the tide. She’s a practiced killer, new beginnings say goodbye, before they’ve barely whispered. My sorrow sticks in me, Knifed cries, muffled screams. Trapped deep into the parts of me, Already smothered by this agony. Punished end to hopeful dreams. I’m drowning in this toilet bowl of grief. I’ll be relieved when this heart, finally don’t.