Look At Me Now. Doubt Me Now.
It's not that I don't care anymore, it's just that I have realized that caring isn't gonna help the situation. It's not like I'm angry or anything, it's just that I am tired. It's not like I don't have fears, I have a bunch of fears that I refuse to show to anyone.But, you know what, one of these fears, is being compared to someone else. I don't intend on mimicking that person, I have not asked for his place. I know my limits. I know I can never be that person. You know what, I don't think I'm even gonna ask for a chance anymore. I am me and I know when I have lost. I am humble both in victory and defeat. But, make no mistake, for I have learnt my lesson. I will become unstoppable, unbeatable. I will outshine everyone and anyone. I refuse to look back. I refuse to bow down. I refuse to wag my tail along. I am not hurt, I am very hurt. But I can lick my own wounds, I don't need anyone to help me out. I don't need sympathy, instead I am thankful that you didn't strike deeper. I know what I have to do and when I'm done, I'll get on that stage and say, "Look at me now. Doubt me now." I will prevail. I am not a violent man, I am a man with morals and dignity. I am a man who follows the rules. That does not make me weak. That makes me stronger than most of you. Don't think for a second that I am doing all this for someone else. I am doing this for myself and myself only, but I will enjoy looking at the faces of those who doubted me, when I stand at the top and look down at them. I rest my case content, for my work will do the talking now.