How do we contemplate
from all that we knew..
Silenced minds and anchored chains,
Still dragging askew.
or more charades..?
I'm done with this "acting", and "playing of games".
Distanced minds, and tired souls.
constant change, its growing old.
What i now see new through perspective, in the eye of my mind,
A Silencing Space, With no comprehension of all I have know of as "Time".
The trials, and heartbreaks.
Sufferings i've suppressed.
I'am now one with all,
letting go of the rest..
All these Transcending phases, and
Full moons to Embrace it.
Sensing now fully, the utterly most of this higher vibration.
Emotions, Attachments, that of which i knew,
have turned into blank thoughts, and Subsided feelings...its almost quite funny, because now, they can't seem stop Disappearing...
I'd be lying if i told you that it has been easy,
learning to accept it, and face it.
At what point did i lose, every sense of the life that i led?
All those emotions and feelings within me, now remaining , forever, left unsaid.
Maybe It's not starting all over,
It's simply beginning again..
But that's so much easier only written, and said.
Is this my release from the confinement,
of the prison, which encaptured my heart, and my head?
This Life i've been living, within my souls point of view.
Little did i know every obstacle, and suffering has only been to help shape me,
for what is still becoming anew.
Ascension is now.
Have i chosen this path?
I'm seeing the truth behind this journey,
And how absolutely nothing, was ever meant to last.
A sleepwalking heartache,
an ego-centric framed mind.
Every thing that was, has now said it's goodbyes.
This whole "knowing nothing", only
becomes clearer with time.
Its time for me to go, to take hold, toTake flow.
New Metaphisical wonders, and some space, to finally grow.
This journey of learning has been made Patient,
As I've held on to control.
Teaching me slowly, i must let it go.
Is it A Bitter sweet ending?
Or the destined path to the truth..
No more time left for me to wander, or overcontemplate, all the galaxies within me..
Especially, the ones circumstance and choice, never let me fully create...
I have to keep faith,
it was all predetermined and part of my fate.
I'll now Spread my wings.
To Take full force.
Into full flight.
For without all of the darkness,
never would i have fought to see,
and become one,
with the light.
Oh These transcending phases, with full moons to embrace it
Embodying now all of this higher vibration.
No more darkness behind these unshut, shut eyes,
Only truth and understanding,
from this new depth I have reached, That pours out from inside.