Depression is like trying to lift a thousand ton wieght of your foot. Depression is when you know your mom, dad, brother,sister, lover, friends, love you, But you dont love you. Deepression is when you know that no amount of kisses, hugs, consolation, love will ever replace the constant need to die. Depression is a craving for hardcore drugs. When you can possibly experience the slight taste of death, when everything is numb and for that moment, there is no more you, nor the pain. Depression is the gurantee that these insecurities and demons will be back to haunt you again. Depression creeps through you even when you are surrounded by people, and gives you company. Depression is a need for poetry. Depression is playing the music so fucking loud, so that those voice of inner demons might be faint. Depression is knowing that you may survive this night, or even the next month , or a whole year but you just dont know when you just might slip a pill. Depression is affection towards self harm. And lastly depression is slowly killing me.