If I could stop, what would it take me? If I could run, where would I find myself be? Will I ever be able to face reality?... "fear" is what takes over me.. I want a future with no reality.Iwant a world with no fantasy. Lost in my own thoughts, I bare my soul, to a world unknown, to a creation I'd found..Time will really tell, but time is not I want.. A future with no reality is all I want.If's with no buts, I'm tempted with no lust. 'Light' is different from 'dark', but never knew how they're apart. Stopped looking at the sky, at the stars, cause they too fall apart.. Tired of seeing everything breaking, cause all I could do was pick the parts.Been thinking a lot, wondering why it'd hurt.. Why life could never be solved, though an equation of God. Can we only fly on the sky? Can we only burn with fire? Cause I saw wings on the ground too, saw her twirling on her toes.. I saw her burning not with fire but 'aspire'.Will she ever see the light from the dark? Will she ever join the pieces fallen apart? Tick Tock Tick Tock, the hands of the clock moving.. Drip Drop Drip Drop, the sound of her pain grooving.There's a girl inside of me, I want to live..There's a piece inside of her, I want to be.. In another life, In another time, I'd create her fully..To be the Kathryn, I could never be..
__An excerpt from the piece "The Boy Who Never Loved"