Dark clouds pouring down deep in my heart,
a smile on my lips trying to hide it hard.
My soul drenched, completely wet and tired,
but to show the emotions my face has no desires.
No one to see the sorrow behind the smile,
with a heavy heart, I still have to walk miles.
Eyes want to let out all my broken pieces within,
But the brave face with a smile keeps all the tears in.
A soul bruised with cruelty and savage all around,
thinking of the sufferings my heart slows a bit down.
"No!!!! I can't pretend anymore" my heart screams very often.
"Fake a smile dear " my mind says, "as there's none to pick you up, when you are all broken".
Calming down a bit, soothing my soul.
Thinking of some beautiful memories, my heart, I console.
Again pretending to be strong and normal, I praise myself.
"Aah!! What a great actor I am. I never get caught with the smile, I always fake"