Is numb the word of the day?
I've seen it every post...
But to understand what numb doesn't feel like for real, most can't.
Because being numb is without emotion, it's borderline pyschopathic
Without care, for yourself or your tribe
You strive to continie living your life and keep at it but the motions tire you, on autopilot while your mind rests in limbo;
Numb is cold blooded murder and walking away from the carcuss untouched and uneaten without joy, sympathy or guilt.
Numb is when you're not paying attention to your organs because you're not bothered if they fail, you don't notice sounds. You can't speak or listen to anyone, you have become deaf and numb, a state of constant mental synthesis.
Unable to crumble even as that requires energy, thought, hormones and when you're too fed up to carry on, when you can't cry when your friends die young or your family realises you're cold inside but can't understand why or what they did wrong or why you think they don't love you enough?
But love doesn't exist when you're numb, nothing does.
There's something wrong in the world and we all feel it, to a degree we're all numb on autopilot trying our best to make the most of each day to improve our own lives but it wont work, not really, not materially. Commercialism is like an anti depressent, it relieves the symptoms to enable function but it no way attempts to treat the problem. A diversion for those minds that aren't blind to the flaws in our structured lives.
Aren't we civilised?
The Earth and all the energy she once gave the world is gone, she's sick and we caused it because we don't care; Mother Nature is passed sad she's numb.
Humans are selfish, ignorant and dumb.