Search of Happiness!
One fine morning as I woke up feeling stressed and tensed.
Ready for the routine ordinary life,
Nothing excites me now.
I don't even understand whether I am truly happy or not.
Feeling empty, I tried to run away from loneliness!
I was trying to crave happiness from people who loves me, from friends and family! Foolishly begging for joy from other humans ,from temporary pleasures and things!
Don't even understand where I am going,
Until I realised these temporary things will never be able to fulfill my voids! Then where should I go?
From whom should I find wholesome Joy? Confused and tired of searching, finally I stopped.
One day I was Sitting on terrace and gazing at the sky.
There is complete silence,outside and inside,too.Sky is looking marvelous as usual and the moon,too.
Ah that beautiful moon!That radiating object reflecting alluring moonlight.
Also it's neighbours, that tiny twinkling stars embellishing sky.Sky is like infinite surface of light blue paint!
These all are different in terms of shape, colour, properties Though They all are combinely increasing Beauty of space nevertheless of their differences.
Like different colours creating marvelous painting!
Like various words combines to erect beautiful poetry!
Yes, every creation is perfect in its place and possesses it's unique beauty which is not comparable.
Afterall these all, including us, are the creation of that one Almighty or that one source of Energy.
Like sky,stars and wind , I am also unique and incomparable creation of Almighty. I am entire universe within myself!
Then why should I depend on anything else for my happiness!
I already have the Treasure House of happiness within me!
Only I can unlock this treasure of joy inside my soul.
Those materialistic things are important but only for my survival.For permanent joy, I must look within myself.
I have to bravely accept my flaws and forgive me for small mistakes and learn from them.Only I can fulfil my voids.
I must start thinking positive about myself and also commit to improve as a kind and helpful human.
First I need to conquer battles inside me rather than outside!
I need to discover my own self day by day and learn to love my own soul. I must learn to be happy in solace rather than depending on anything.
Only then I can acquire the true happiness which is already inside me and I was just unable to see and feel it!