Dreaming of Reality
Woke up with a smiling face,
Putting my courage mask on.
I ll fight my battles,
I said to myself
Hence started a day full of hopes.
Didn't think about my troubles,
Kept myself distracted all the way.
Was doing so much better until I came through a reminder.
My words fumbled thinking about it,
My positivity began to fade away.
Locked myself in a room and processed my thoughts,
I wish I could just leave this place and not come back.
Soon witnessed myself drowning into a pool of thoughts,
I imagined what was the best option for me.
Was it going underground for a couple of weeks?
Was it leave everything as it is?
Or was it to change my identity and go to a far off different place.
Nobody would know me there;
I would forget everybody,
Meet new people and
do things I had always hoped for.
For This was a fantasy world that I soon started liking,
I didn't even realize how much I had drifted.
I imagined scenarios which put a smile on my face
I started going through my things, thinking about it.
I soon realized it was all just a hallucination,
for I soon wanted to be the person I had always hoped for.
Throwing out those thoughts I said to myself, I survived another day,
Lets try harder to achieve what I always dreamt of.
I didn't look back from that day,
I now knew that this was just a hindrance in my journey.
For I have always heard that the journeys are the best,
I didn't have to put on a mask this time;
I knew I will make it,
I knew the real me was back.