You are gonne
Somehow you’ve taken everything I have and love with you the second you left.
My heart is not beating the way it used to, it doesn’t have a reason to beat. Because my heart used to beat for you, and only you. I can’t keep you out of my head, it’s making me sick. Not like a cold, I think I might be going crazy without you. I walk sleepless for so many days, I don’t want to sleep. Because when I sleep I see you, too many emotions rise and I wake up. I want to see you. Even though you are causing so much pain, I don’t sleep or eat the way I did.
My whole body is falling apart without your help to keep me up.
You were the one to keep me from falling, now you are gone and I can barely crawl....