Lost in thought, parted unwittingly like a lost sheep
Parted no longer held, no longer possessed
Bewillderrd like a lost ship at sea,
Saddened face, a child lost in the woods
Morally destroyed and past help,
Failed at trying for another to love me
Taken the bait lost there in another's worst nightmares
Candle light, blown out,
Out of sight , out of mind
My voice is lost and memories of myself are a far distance,
Stupidly I created a castle in the clouds,
I never thought once about the foundations of which were inevitably needed structurally beneath,
I should have known that the moment I felt the urge to write about such,
That my whole entire world would dissapeare in one quick puff.
Trying hard to bury the past, yet I can not, instead it simmers and burns away slowly flawed and way from perfect,
Further I search for the "meaning of life"
How can I even comprehend this when I don't think that I even excisted.