Yes, I'm insecure. And yes, I'm a jealous person too. I don't feel good when you talk to other people more because you're the only one who "talks" to me! I still let you have your own space because being a human, you deserve that. You understand me like no one else does. And I like to talk to you too!
I know you won't judge me. I know you won't make fun of me behind my back. But I still choose my words very carefully for every single sentence that comes out of my mouth. And somehow I still manage to trip over them and act stupid. But it's Oka because you're the only one who'll accept me anyway even though the phrase,
"Foot in mouth"
fits me perfect. This is the reason why the mere thought of you leaving, terrifies me! Yes, of course I trust you! So I know you won't abandon me. But still, this thought keeps bugging me everytime you aren't around. "What if you leave me?" or wait! "What if you stop talking to me?!"
I don't wanna loose you. Never ever want you to stop talking to me... and that's why I always let you have the last word in our conversations because I get paranoid by the thought of you not replying to me. *sigh*.... but in the end, you're my partner in crime and no matter where the situations of our life takes us, I know one thing for sure... you were and will always