You can be 100 as fuck.
But to wake up one day to not want to be with me. That shit hurts.
Everyone saids I'll never leave you.
Everyone saids I will always love you. Everyone saids, you're the reason why I live. Everyone saids shit.
But then when feelings are gone cuz the vibe ain't there no more. Instead of fixing, everyone leaves.
Or there's a new person is on the downlow and then it's some lame ass excuses to break up.
Cuz you could be talking hella shit the other night and next day, it's time to set sail.
I'm just tired of wasting my time and having sex with people who just wake up one day and be like, nah I don't want to be with you no more.
And from everyone saying, that they love you and that they're being with you and only you. You could think it's legit.
Nah give it to 5-6 months.
The relationship will no longer exist.
I know you tell me every day you miss me and shit but I still don't know.
I don't even think I'm ready for a relationship or even to have sex like I have so many issues that like, I can't even be friends with benefits with someone cause I just don't trust shit.
You make me feel like I'm loved and not just some random person.
And like I'm worth more and cause you actually understand me for who I am
And I love you
I'm just so afraid of waking up one day, and you no longer want me.
All because the vibe no longer lingers.
After all the shit you preached, just fucking haunts me.