If it has not been for those few little precious memories, I would have long forgotten you. If I can, I would not have prioritized you over me, but haven't I been telling the same to myself all this time while you were out there in another girl's arms. Arms that were supposed to be mine, hands that were supposed to be mine to touch. If it hadn't been those moments that take me back to the little time we had together, I would have moved on to another guy. Would have I been the same, the same girl I was with you?
Within a very short span of time, I lived the best moments of my life with you. I might have more with someone else, but you stole my first ever, you will be my best forever. I don't know why people say that they feel the butterflies when they are within the reach of the person they love, I just felt my heart beat racing, that's all I could muster to hear and understand. My mind seems to stop and led itself be controlled by the rapid beating of my heart. It's like steadying a hurricane. Is it even possible? You are the hurricane I never saw but subsides deep within me to feel the pressure building inside, waiting to erupt like a volcano that has been silenced to maintain the chaos in my life.
Maybe, I had very less to give but I have given you all. I'm imprisoned in my own trap, surrounded by the shadows of sick fate waiting to announce its verdict. But I'm not afraid this time, though I should be, after all, it's the decision I have to live up to all my life.