June 4th 2017
Not much to say, except everything I ever knew is changing before my very eyes. Or should I say, it has always been this way, only now have I come to realization.
27 years old, yet still I feel and think much like I did as a child. If not, more so, for everything. I believed in as a child is seemingly ly true.
What I believe is not to be talked about amongst men, for most are too blinded, concealed from the truth. They will laugh and mock me.
However, I feel it is.my duty to warn them, and to make them realize just as I did, the truth of it all.
Through my music I am able to convey through metaphors much of what I believe.
I know I am divine, and I am destined to be great. I know I will die a martyr as I have before. For it is a discovery that any man who sheds truth and love in this world has always died, later proclaimed a hero.
People judge me, because of the way I talk "robotic", although not always so. Sometimes when I really get to my core and express myself that is what I sound like. I have to "dumb down" in most of society because they laugh at those who are intelligent, yet I cannot understand why.
I try to see the good in men, but I am always suspicious of them because most men have only brought me pain, heartache and the likes.
Why can't we all get along in a beautiful world? Where there are no wars, no disease, no leaders(or people who are better than others), and definitely NO MONEY?
I hate money in all honesty! I despise that so many evil acts are simply because of money.
Power is attained through money. Murder is made, or bought by a man with money.
Yet as I say this, on this very day many things I am doing is for money.
If only I had money, I could in fact change the world for better.
I know someone is helping me to obtain this, yet I also feel someone or something, is lying to me because of my kind heart! They believe I am too dumb to conceive their evil ways.
Pity the fool, or so I may seem, but alas I am not! I cannot speak of everything on my mind because I cannot find the words to say them with! Sometimes I appear mute but simply I am not!
I think about everything! Most of all I think of exactly how our world works! I look to the moon and to the stars and find answers to my questions I've had for so long.
I will change the world, I will prove them wrong, I will make them see.
The turtle always wins the race, and as they frantically try to figure out why these changes are happening, I will smile because I know they will never figure it out.
With all the scientists and mathematicians in the world, they will never figure it out.
I shall remain positive in my darkest hours, my light will NEVER go out!
Even if I die, my light will carry on, and they too will smile in the depths of terror.
I see the beauty in all living things, so how can I not smile?
This is the best place for me to be, me and my family, together! I love them more than anything, for them I give the world on a silver platter
Thanks for always seeing the little things ×Grim Lyssa×. You are amazing but of course you always knew that!
Rest now, the next few months will be tough...but we always survive.