I'll Keep Holding On
The very first thing I do
When I wake up every morning,
Is to check if I got a morning text from you
Despite my head giving me a warning.
My heart drops and sinks so low
When I see it isn't there,
And I stop myself from letting you know
That I miss you a lot, I swear.
Every time my phone rings
I secretly wish it's a call from you,
But I cry for all the sadness it brings
When I realise it's never going to be true.
Oh how I wish you'd atleast
Want to know how I'm doing,
Have your feelings for me really ceased
That you don't care if I'm dead or living?
But I tell myself it's a testing time
Like bad weather it too shall pass,
I shan't lose faith in my love so sublime
I'll keep tilting the hourglass.
And one day when you'll realise
The mistake you've made in blind ride,
I promise you'll still find me
Waiting for you on the other side.
~ Rahul Lalwani