I did not say you will forget me;;
I just said you will get used to it
because for the sake of survivance
you need to get used to pains,,
and you did...
I know it when you started to feel wronged
and madness crawled into your soul
when you realized that my thoughts are not worth your mind
and the pain gradually led the love into hatred...
I know it when the memories kept hitting,
and you did your best to push them back, to get rid of the wounds
but in your oblivion
a sweet little one peeked in
and you could not help smiling...
I am not saying you forgot loving me,,
but you learned how to love unconditionally
even when it is not supposed to be returned
and now it is something precious...
you have cracks, but you are mended
and now you are not considered broken,
you are grown up~~
I am sorry you learned it the hard way,
and I could not help you on this,,
but at least now you understand what I meant when I said
we should not continue this journey...
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